Living Without You Day #11

Thursday! =) Today is last day of April. So fast it ended. Here and now, I want to talk about my BIO teacher, teacher K. I really don't like her. (I didn't say hate ah) She keeps 'shooting' people. Never in my life a class so boring as her's. (hell) I mean, bio is suppose to be interesting. Luckily tomorrow is Labour day=holiday=no K's class! See her less 3 hours will make my life happier. But that still means no hip-hop class. :(
During BM, we play a little game. That is we take turns to confess things that are bugging you and stuff. Pretty emotional though. I wanted to cry. Wait. Or I did. I don't like to say or show when I cry. :)


Bye Bye bloggie!

Living Without You Day #10

Today, is WEDNESDAY. First period was maths. When Teacher Guoy came in, nobody was paying attention on what he's teaching. He got pissed. (oh my!) He say since we don't want to study and don't want homework, we'll do some activities. Guess what, he asked us to move all the chairs and tables to the FIELD! Yup. We were studying at the field. And of course, he lectured us for not paying attention and being a fool, yadda yadda yadda. The sun was smiling at us. :) We observed/experimented that Brandon who was an indian (which is quite black) was sweating heavily. Then they say he absorbed the heat that's why. (racist la) Haha. Later teacher also cannot tahan the heat then we move all the things back up again. Wasting time but fun. XD. I hope we'll do it again. No la. Joking. :D

bye byeee bloggie!~

Living Without You Day #9

It's a TUESDAY! Which is maths day. Why? Because we only have maths and add maths for tuesdays. I hate add maths. I don't see the point of doing it. Is not like we use it everyday?? Anyways, we got our add maths test paper back. Fortunately, I PASSED. With flying colours? NO. Just right on the dot. Hui En got the highest (of course) in class. Then people started praising her and calling her SiFu. Haha. XD. Too bad I'm not as smart as her.

bye bye bloggie!

Living Without You Day #8

I cannot believe and cannot understand the countless things you've done without me knowing. After everything is over only I knew. But I still don't understand. I felt so betrayed. I felt that I'm being fooled. I really hate back-stabbers and betrayers. I placed my trust on you, as you told me so. I lay my love on you, as I hope you would too. I rather be in denial, as I thought you would change. Clearly, I'm wrong, I'm dumb, I'm so naive. Why would someone do that for me?? I hate you. You make my life miserably miserable. You're not worth it. Thousands of guys out there are better than you. I wish you won't be any happier after all this.
Thinking back, I'm really stupid when I'm form 1. No. Every guy thinks form 1's are stupid. So form 1's, be alert and beware!

Today in school we have ADD MATHS TEST. I think I'm gonna flunk that paper. I only know how to answer half of it. And Hui En which is smaller than me by a year can do better than me. So paiseh. XD.

That's for today, bye bye bloggie!

Living Without You Day #5

24.04.09-Friday
Everytime I sms someone, I always type his number. Then only I realise it's wrong. At night, I thought of calling him. Then only I realise it's over. Haiz. Too used to it already. Now, I think time goes by very slowly. Everything seems like yesterday...

当我心里还有你, 但你心里已有她, 是多么痛苦的.

我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
被你放弃不是最痛的输
也许对你温柔拥抱还有贪图我已准备 觉悟
我告诉自己无论如何不许哭
因为至少我们曾经被祝福
如果留下伤口要微笑着康復
我应该满足 我非常满足- 云美鑫, 不许哭

Living Without You Day #4

23.04.O9-THURSDAY
Today is THEME DAY for the whole school. Everybody dressed up and it was so funny. We had activities during BIO time. I'm so happy 'cause I don't like that teacher somehow. But I liked biology. Anyways, our activity is to take the best-posing picture with our respective group members. My group didn't won though. Later, the teachers nominated some of the best-dressed students. They have to sing a short song from Enchanted and do a cat-walk. It was damn funny until I got a stomach ache. So long I didn't laugh like this. We also take alot of pictures. (But uploading it here is so slow). Oh yea, I forget to say that I dressed as little red riding hood. Haha. The form 5 really dressed very well. Some of the girls rent the costume. It was SO nice. And some guys dressed as snow white and godilocks. Haha. XD. So the whole day we just play and play. Even the last period for BM. It was fun but after that I got tired. At night, me, my mother and sister went pyramid to have dinner. And my sister bought clothes. Huh! (jealous)

I could be happy without you,
mei yi

Living Without You Day #3

22.04.09-WEDNESDAY
HAVE you ever thought about me?? Even if you did, clearly you ignored it. How selfish you are. The EGOness.

I'm sad. I'm disappointed. I'm enraged. I'm broken hearted. I'm anguished.

Yesterday, I tried to suicide. But It failed.

No la, I'm just joking. Haha.

Today in school, after maths, some of my horny friends talked to teacher about SEX. Haha. It's horny but it's interesting. =) And during T&T (tatoo & toufu), our 'PJ' class, our coach tortured us with push-ups (I don't mean bras). LOL. And he teached us some self defense a.k.a FIGHTing. Haha. Woohoo, I know how to fight. :D

bye bye bloggie!

~mei yi

Living Without You Day #2

It's already the second day and I still can't really get over it. (argh!) 2 year plus relationship can't be forgotten in 2 days. So forgive yourself mei yi. I'm quite a negative person. After everything I'll blame myself. Usually (not this time). Am I that bad? Eventhough I don't think so (perasan I know) but I don't understand WHY??! I never thought or believed this would happen. But when someone told me about his affairs, I was struck dumb! I was playing pet society at that time and i didn't know what to do, so I kept playing. Haha. I'm always wondering that if i never knew, how would it end? Should I thank the person who told me? My friends scolded her until she cried for being such a big mouth. Kesian her. (sorry!) Anyways, I told myself I'll forget him. And today, I didn't think much about him! I kept myself busy though. With maths. XD

IN school, I was busy doing maths. i wasn't so emo like yesterday. And today Teacher Guoy came back to teach us after a month. We bought a chocolate cake to celebrate his return. Well, it's nicholas who bought it. We sang a modified birthday song with our own lyrics. XD. I think he liked it 'cause he eat until he used his forth finger. Haha. His cute. Haha. Too bad we only waste 15 minutes for maths. Since we buy him cake, so he treat us very well. Only TODAY. He teach very slowly and didn't give homework. (It's amazing 'cos he usually give tonnes of maths homework). But tommorow he will be his old self again. =(

Anyways, that's for today!
Bye bye bloggie!
-mei yi-

Living Without You Day #1

19.4.09-Will be a memorable day. Everything won't be the same as yesterday.

TODAY,
I thought about you ore than often. And it's killing me. For all I have trusted you, this is what I get? I blame myself for being so stupid and blind. I blame myself for not leaving you earlier. Instead, I forgave you everytime you did something wrong. Eventhough i forgave you and gave you chances, you didn't appreciate it, did you? You screwed everything up. I still can't believe you did this to me. After what you did, you still get to choose?? I should say you still dare to choose? What am I to you? I guess I'm not important anymore.

FRIENDS are just so important to me now. I mean they ARE important at the beginning. Just that I kinda take them for granted. I mean after i changed school. (sorry!) I know they'll always be there for me. So the day when I broke up we went to eat ice-cream. PIZZA ICE-CREAM. Of course it's special. But I remembered the first time i went there to eat ice-cream was with him. He brought me there. But anyway, my friends did really entertained me. I didn't really cried. Much. Thanks to my beloved friends! Love y'all!

IN SCHOOL,
I was just sooo emo(tional). I just can't help it. Everybody realised of course. My school friends cheered me up. (thanks!). Ken Zhi even wrote a section for me about boy's bad things on his blog. (haha!) Thank him. Wish he and his girlfriend will go on smoothly. One of my teachers also just broke up with her boyfriend. So she also comforted me. I wished I'd been like her. She looks strong and normal that you can't even guess that she just broke up. I wish her all the best. =)

Suddenly, I don't know how I was when I'm single. I guess I'm not use to not sms you or call you.

ANYWAY, live still goes on without you. I'm gonna live WITHOUT YOU.

Bye bye blog!
-single meiyi-